mama, u're the best <3


Khairun Azizi ; 

a sweet name yet, people thought it was my abah's name. *sory maa. sweet ape name tu kan kan? ; )  ouhh well, she's my mother. the one and only mama i have on this planet. this entry is for u. ma, i know i neva been the best daughter every mom wanna have in this world. i'm rebellious *sangat sangat*, i like to raise my voice to u, i like to hurt ur feelings, i like to make u worry, i like to make u stress, i like to make u feel sad, i like to 'kenakan' u, i like to make u hate me.. but ma, i know, i know that u reaallyy reaally LOVE me. hey, ure my mama. which mom in this world doesnt love her babies ryte? maa, i dont mean it to be a shit daughter. i swear. but, i am a devil ryte? i'm sorry i cannot be like kakak who is the greatest daughter every mom wanna have. i'm sorry i cannot be her when she's already married. i'm sorry i cannot replace her ma. but, i'm still ur daughter. the one and only daughter yang prangai macam kamvin. i'm sorry ma. all i ever wanted is for you to be happy. dont worry ma. even though i sucks in tgb, i'll try my best to survive there. for u and abah. dont worry ma. u dont have to come every week just to make sure i'm not stressed at malacca. i'll be just fine. and dont worry ma. i wont transfer to anywhere. unless, i feel like i'm gonna suicide. which, i wont, eventually. ; )  the thing is ma, i dont know what will happen to me if ure not here by my side. i love u ma. so much. dont ever leave me alone when my life's getting darker every minute of everyday. even though, ure not always there when i look back, but i know ure there hiding behind my shadow. 

p.s  I LOVE YOU mama <3