HAHA. i'm okay and tipsy top stable right now. to think back, my previous actions were kinda stupid and immature. shouldnt have done that ya know.. ; ) *bodoh betul diri ini. hmm hmm. thanx to akak, dhir, auntie nyah, uncle khairun and all who helped.. thanx a lot for supporting me.. LOVE YOU! <3 and and thanx to inche MUHAMMAD ZAKI! for bringing back the sunshine in my day. ^_^ 

even though my results sucks like ever. i guess, i'll never know those who got much more worst than me. hm hm. i guess i was a little bit fucked up with life sometimes. haha. unstable metobolism huh? ;p so much for the motivation doe. i just hate boys and schoolmates. no offence, but this fairytale wonderland isnt so everlasting afterall? maybe i should focus more on my OWN life and religious facts. : ) that might help me put my mind off things a lil bit. XD 

thinking of my journey to Mekkah this December, i just cant wait. i hope i could be better though in the future. i sure do wanna change. to become a better Nadhrah than before. to become the more sophisticated Nadhrah and to become the more nice Nadhrah than before. there are some things that i'm trying to change and not to do anymore..

1. cursing and swearing HAHA

2. lazy bum bum ;p

3. too emotional that i may affect the people around me

4. more caring bout my family rather than myself

5. less selffish please : )

6. just stop cursing and swearing

7. i wanna always say nice words

8. more muslimah than before

9. i dont wanna be tough like a boy

10. i just wanna be a good muslimah

some people ask me whether i'm gonna wear a 'tudung labuh' or what so ever when i'm back from Mekkah.. and i just smile. if that's what Allah wants me to be and if thats Qada' and Qadar then, i'll just wear it. (n_n) if my changes is only on my attitude, then, that's just fate : ) but before i go, i wanted to say sorry to this someone special. i've been trying to talk to him yet, i didnt have the strength to do it. 

awak, if you're reading this.. umm~ i just wanna say i'm really really sorry. i know i wont be able to beribadah in peace without hearing you say, yes i forgive you. awak, if i call you, if you know its me.. then, please do say.. 'ejat dah maafkan myra'. i'm truly soulful sorry for whatever i did to you. i know it was unfair and selffish and all. maybe thats why my life sucks and was ruined when i lost you. maybe thats true what people say about berkat kan? : )

to; ahmad aizat baharudin

saya betul betul mintak maaf kat awak atas semua salah silap saya. saya tahu selagi saya tak dengar awak cakap awak dah maafkan saya, saya tak akan beribadat dengan tenang kat Tanah Suci nanti. saya harap awak dapat maafkan saya. takpe, saya doakan kejayaan awak nanti : )

awak, terima kasih. atas semuanya. (n_n)

things haven't been going on smoothly lately. and i'm hating my life here in this fucking fantasy land. thanx for my family coz they've been supporting me 1000% all this while. and thanx to them i have the strength to carry on my life here. but, its true though. patience DOES has its limit. and when its exceeded already, we cant do anything but just be unstable. rage is now uncontrolable. and i swear that all i can ever think about is just him. and all i wanted and really really wanted to do is to hear his voice. 

p.s i'm sorry. i just cant help myself regretting of loosing you.

heartless.

emotionless.

and i just HATE boys!! 

fuck 'em.

fuck 'em ALL!!!

iwan iwan iwan iwan iwan

anda sangat comel! 

heee~ jikalaulah saye boleh kenal awak kan kan?

p.s iwan af8. sila sila search and google pasal dia. XD

i'm such a celeb stalker! ;p

aiyoo~ hari nie hari paleng bosan der.. dah ar baju habes basah semua ujan punyaa pasal. haiyoo~ dah laa uniform ade skali. habes lenjun. tak suke kudd hari camnie. hari yang camnie sangat stres. sebab bile da sunyi, asyik teringat masa silam je la kan? tentang dosa kite before this.. all our mistakes.. regret everything that we lost.. remember all sweet memories.. hearing to sick love songs.. *urghh. macam hape je kan? then, layan komik. lagi low love hearts diri ini. hm hm. dah laa ujan. and ujan ujan camnie.. tringat pulak zaman silam. HAHA. -_______- biasenyaa dulu dulu.. kalau ujan, mesti spend dengan si dia. ; ) si dia yang ouhh well. HAHA. takkan kembali pulang punyaa. thanx for the memories anyway. it was one of my best and sweetest. yet, life must go on right? no matter how hard i try to forget you.. no matter how hard i try to hate you.. no matter how hard i try to leave our memories behind.. it affects me, my present and my future. HAHA. like people said. first love does give us the pressure. XD  heyy youu.. tau awak still bace blog ini. just nak awak tau. saye still ingat kat awak. saye tak menyesal atau membenci. saye cuma nak ucap thanx. sebab masa silam saye semuanya ade awak in the picture. yelaa~ selama nie idop saye memang dengan awak kan. walaupun idop awak, saye nie tadelaa efek pape punn ; )  thanx, sebab sudi hiasi lagi kotak memori saye niee ^_^

tesis tesis tesis

damn with u laa. fedup da! >.<

demam. tapi kena buad keje jugak

dah laa bilik ta kemas lagi

esok is the stupid damned inspection

and barang barang buku buku semuaa still berterabor

assignments semua ta siap

what's happening to me? damn!

p.s saye suka dia. tapi, dia suka main main dengan perasaan saye. what tha? 

exam's over. now, its sem time pulaa. walaweh! why the hell do we have to these stupid projects anyway? to help us when we're in uni later? btw, i'm taking masscom teachers.. why do i still have to involve in this science fair anyway? cruel, evil science fair. time 2009 buleh laa enjoy. coz its my favourite topic meh ; ) now in tgb.. last minute doe. HAHA. actually malas kud nak buad. but for didie, aku try je laa. dia semangat sangat. saye yang tade semangat. HA-HA. last last plan nak buad nitric acid. oke, menarik! boo-yah! HAHA. sory laa didie.. sorry kalau saye yang macam malas nak buad. hm hm. 

p.s  demam mood. thanx hazim for your care. ; )

baru balek outing.. okayy~ penat gilaa.. ari nie rase sangat tak sedap badan.. hm hm. sakit tekak, resdung, batuk and sangat sangat pening kepala. aiyoo~ inche flu.. kenapa anda ganggu saya hah? cukup laa inche biology dah tak kacau saya dah. hm hm, awak pulak nak masuk line? adoyaii. 

semalam jamuan raya. okay~ sangat tidak best bole? dah laa ade muke budak qawwiy hampeh tuu. nyampah je aku tgok dia. senyum senyum plak. ape kau ingat aku nak senyum ke? shit kau laa. hm hm. mkan? bole laa. last last geng semua cabot tinggal aku sensrang kt dwan yang dah rupa cam tin sarden. tatau nak wadpe.. si azmeer ajak aku lepak ngan dia. *thanx wey. lame da kud ta sembang ngan dia. HAHA. orang sibuk laa katekan. ;p 

awakk~ rindu awakk laa. rindu nak wc ngan awak. HAHA. *okey, pelik. ;p erm, takpe ke kalau saye pun suka awak jugakk? and, saye pun tatau kalau awak suka saye kan? hm hm. ; ) tape.. awak tetap yang paling rapat ngan saye.. dan saye tetap sayang awak. <3 thanx, for being there for me. *emosi pulak kan. y so serious laa nadhrah? HAHA ;p neway, kalau awak tgah bace blog ini... jgan kembang pulak oke? XD

p.s thanx awak. thank you very much. 

finaallaayy! exam's over! maaann~ what a heck of a week yaww! asyik insomnia je.. bajed study laa? =,=" study tapi semuaa ta masuk otak wadpe en? HAHA. jawab exam yaken gilaa mcam score, like yeah right? you're shit laa nadhrah ;p kawan kawan? ade yang pulun gilerr study.. some just lalala with me. hm hm. i miss studying with miera.. aimie..char and silla. lagi best kud! >.< dakdak kat sini hampeh jea.. HAHA ;p but thanx to inche HAZIM ZAKARIA haha. *kembang plak kau nama kau ade kat sini.. thanx chocolate yang kau kasi kat aku tuu.. macam tautau jea aku suke orange and tangerine en? XD sodapp seyyhh.. dah laa dari london right? ckap thanx kat akak kau skali ; )

so, tomorrow will be the jamuan raya. i guess it will suck. bodoh jea en? ye aa.. dah dakdak laki semua cam shit jee. hm hm. bilaa laa nak abes skolah nie? ta sabar ouhh nak belaaa dari tempat 'fairytale' niee 

-__________- ouhh yeaa.. inche fahmi dapat present pencilbox siput pulaa.. hasil inspirasi cik amirah nadhrah ;p *ouhh welcome so much radzi, mmg patot pun kau bg diaa! dah laa pinky!! GAAYY GILAAA FAHMI!! >.<  hahaha! sumpa kantoi ouhh ;p

last but not least.. inche BIOLOGY.. jangan kacau saya lagi dah ae pasniee? XD saye bukan tanak jumpa awak.. but, date ngan awak tak best laa. saye tidak berminat dengan anda so, mintak maaf oke? <3

p.s i wanna drop bio, okey tak? ikan paus, gimme ya advice plezz! ; )

heyy ikan pauss..

mari kite tengok siapa rindu siapa lebeh mau?

HAHAHA ;p

*wish me luck for my exam =,="

i'm so NOT readaayyy :((

HAHA. i'm just too young to be loving somebody. kan?

tunggu masuk uni laa, 

rmai lagi kud mamat mamat HOT ; )

tapi, mamat tuu HOT da sampai terbakar daa~ hangus hangus. HAHA ;p

<3 <3 <3

What TV show do you wish would go off the air for good?

oprah. bosan doe!

whatever you pleasee XD

What's the origin of your name?

arabic from Al-Quran : )

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could instantly become an expert at one style of dance, what style would you pick?

shuffle or b-boying. either one ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

Would you rather be a vampire or a werewolf?

vampire. werewolf ganas sangat. HAHA ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

What's one food you'll never eat again?

dadih jagung. eeeeewww!!

whatever you pleasee XD

Would you rather be rich or famous?

i wanna be famous coz i'm rich. HAHA! ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

What's the secret to happiness?

sinceritaayy and trust <3

and a lil of jokes will not hurt : )

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could become any fictional character, who would you be?

the simpsons. HAHA.

whatever you pleasee XD

How many countries have you traveled to?

one. MALAYSIA. haha!

whatever you pleasee XD

What was the worst advice you've ever received?

to ex girlfriend.

jangan menyesal terhadap ape yang yang kamu telah buat pada saya dahulu. terima sahaja. sekian..

whatever you pleasee XD

What was the happiest moment in your life?

being with aizat. seriouslaayy. :((

whatever you pleasee XD

When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?

pilot TUDM. tp, ta ckup tinggi. HAHA -___________-
and rabun, so tidak boleh.

whatever you pleasee XD

Where'd you find out about formspring.me?

a friend thank you ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

Chocolate or Vanilla?

VANILLA!! definatelaayy~

whatever you pleasee XD

What message would you want to put in a fortune cookie?

i hope he likes me too. <3

whatever you pleasee XD

What's your favorite season of the year?

winter. walaupun ta penah rasa ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

What household chore do you hate to do the most?

sweeping the floor -________-

whatever you pleasee XD

What was your worst travel experience?

jasin. HAHA!

whatever you pleasee XD

How many languages do you speak?

three ; )

malay,english,mandarin

whatever you pleasee XD

What was your favorite birthday gift?

mr bonbon! <3

whatever you pleasee XD

What was the happiest moment in your life?

when someone gave me a teddy.

coz i told people i HATE teddies, yet, he knows what's inside me and he knows i do LOVE teddies, even though i said i hate 'em. thanx for understanding me much more well than i know myself. ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could attend any concert, what would it be?

bruno mars's <3

whatever you pleasee XD

What's your favorite drink?

ais milo tabor yaww!

whatever you pleasee XD

Do you believe in life after death?

yes. Al- Quran once said 'pada suatu hari, semua manusia akan bangkit di padang mahsyar untuk perhitungan'.

whatever you pleasee XD

Were you a Michael Jackson fan?

so NOT his fan.

whatever you pleasee XD

Who was the best boss you've ever had?

wan muhammad faiz ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

Who do you think should be the next president of the United States?

ms. AMIRAH NADHRAH <3

whatever you pleasee XD

What was your favorite book as a child?

enid blyton. bodo. HAHA.

whatever you pleasee XD

Would you rather work at a large company or a small one?

i want the big ka-ching! so, yeah, large companaayy!

whatever you pleasee XD

What are you most excited about right now?

seeing ISMAIL IBRAHIM ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

What music are you listening to today?

hardcore screamo ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

ADAM G SEVANI!! <3 <3

whatever you pleasee XD

What was your favorite year?

2009. i miss you so muchh PMR <3

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could instantly become fluent in another language, which language would you pick?

japanese ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could rid the world of one thing, what would it be?

syurga ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

What's the most delicious meal you've ever had?

mcd's GRILLED CHICKEN BURGER awesome! <3

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could go on vacation for the next month with an unlimited budget, where would you go?

MAKKAH.japan.aussie.paris!southkorea.cairo.england! ; )

and i donate some money for faez to go to spain and meet his sluts. HAHA! ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?

1. adam g sevani - coz i swear i wanna meet him in person and date! ;p

2. bruno mars - coz he's so HAWT! ;p

3. my ex - nak tanya dia marah lagi tak. HAHA.

whatever you pleasee XD

What was the best advice you've ever received?

ermm, none. semua advise tak interesting. HAHA ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

Would you rather be a zombie or a mummy?

zombie. coz i AM one : )

whatever you pleasee XD

What's the furthest you've ever traveled?

pengkalan chepa, kelantan ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

Who's the sexiest woman alive?

ouhh, definatelaayy ME! ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

Who's the sexiest man alive?

sexiest man alive tade. tapi MOST PERASAN SEXY man ade : muhammad FAEEZAN ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

How would you describe your style?

rugged.sporty.ouhh, CUTE! ;p

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could go on a road trip with any person, dead or alive, who would it be and where would you go?

FAEEZAN. nak pegi loji and drown him alive! muahahaha!

whatever you pleasee XD

Who's the most overrated musician?

ouhh, i am an AWESOME musician. XD

whatever you pleasee XD

Who's the most overrated athlete?

MUHAMMAD FAEEZAN even though he's NOT even an athlete.

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

manga doe. manga ; )

whatever you pleasee XD

If you could master one skill what would it be?

shuffling or b-boying or skateboarding *either one : )

whatever you pleasee XD

What was the worst job you've ever had?

sweeping the floor. ouhh, i just HATE it!

whatever you pleasee XD

sakit belakang laaa

mahu SALONPAS!! ade takk anyone?? ; )

HAHA. i do sucks in relationship.

kan faez? ; )

bye bye Qawwiy

thanx for the memories : )

dedicated to ; awak laa si comel <3

Oh his eyes, his eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining

His hair, his hair

Look so perfect without him styling

He's so awesome

And I tell him every day

Yeah I know, I know

When I compliment him

He wont believe me

And its so, its so

Sad to think he don't see what I see

But every time he asks me do I look okay

I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause boy you're amazing

Just the way you are

His cheeks, his cheeks

I could kiss them all day if he'd let me

His laugh, his laugh

He hates but I think its so sexy

He's so awesome

And I tell him every day

Oh you know, you know, you know

Id never ask you to change

If perfect is what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking

If you look okay

You know I say

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause boy you're amazing

Just the way you are

The way you are

The way you are

Boy you're amazing

Just the way you are

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

Cause you're amazing

Just the way you are

And when you smile,

The whole world stops and stares for awhile

Cause boy you're amazing

Just the way you are

formspring.me/myraanadd

do ask me anything you want. : )

patot ke rase sedih?

if orang yang kite dah mula suka and sayang tinggalkan kite macam tu je?

entah~ dah lame heartless ni tatau dah nak rase ape

dia baik, saya tahu, tapi kenapa dia buad macam tu kat saya?

ape salah saya?

saya nak buad nota biology boleh? but if malas, macam mana? ade sape sape mau tolong saya takk? or saya je yang terlebih rajin nak buad biology nie? heee~ XD saya baru beli pen kaler kaler baru tu sebab semangat je nak buad nota kan kan? tapi apakan daya, pen baru sekalipun, saya malas betul nak buad nota or gerakkan tangan dia supaya jadikan tulisan saya satu huruf. teruk kan? HAHA. 

jumpa awak kak, nanti <3

dont trust anyone except your loved ones.

ini sangat la benar dan fakta

sekian.

kamil arif

jangan sedeyh doe. aku kan ade? nanti dia penad majuk dia contact laa kau balik. ; )

p.s  aku tau kau sayang dia. so, sabar je la.. oke? 

to; inche WAQ (awak tahu awak sape)

kalau awak dah taknak saya

buang je

baik buang sekarang sebelum saya buang awak

buang je saya memandangkan 

saya takde perasaan mendalam lagi kat awak

walaupun saya dah mula nak percayakan awak

tapi ape yang awak buat kat saya sekarang

membuatkan 

saya rasa awak tak ikhlas

jujur laa wey, taknak saya so ape lagi

break je la kan? ; )

heyy. i do like you. but it seems that YOU're the one who doesn't even care about me. i know, you do know that i like you. since my friends slalu je kan kacau you sakat you pasal i. how long must i wait for you to like me? sometimes you show that you really like me yet, you dont even care for me. then? who am i to you dear? sugar dumpling, you know i like you from the start. i showed you signs and you showed me signs too! *kudd laa? but, then you changed your status; single > in a relationship. what does that means? i know its not me, or is it me? who knows? one day, this guy came. saying he likes me and he's comfortable when he's with me. ouhh well, i said let's give it shot. yet, i dont think things would turn out okay for us? when i'm with Q, i changed my status from married to char > in a relationship. then, u asked me, with who? u made a sour face like u're sad and everything. but you, i'm confused. if you're sad i'm with someone else, then who's the girl u're having relationship with? dude, seriously, i still dont get you. if you truly like me, why dont you say so? if you dont want to have any relationship with me, then its okay. but at least tell me. tell me that you like me too. because i'm starting to loose hope on you. because i'm starting to trust inche Q here. maybee~ because from his actions, i dont think he really likes me. or do you huh Q? do you really like me?

sincere; confused nadhrah.

hello aimi syafiqa ; )

Syed Muhammad Zulhilmi

byebye selamat kembali ke maktab kau!

padan muka! HAHA ;p

saya ADAM G SEVANI's kipas susah mati yaww! 

i love the way you lie : )

heyyy morning! ;D  its been long since i last posted my lil bloggie ryte? *kudd? HAHA. raya was awesome! i had a splendid tyme yaww! with my familaay cuziess and all. even though it WAS tiring. yet, it was fantastic! one of the MOST splendid raya celebration evaa! and.. and.. this hols IS the best! heee~ thanx to thaaat mister XD  awaaaakk~ boleh tak saya stalk awak lagi? hehehe ;p sayang awaakk! ^_^

and this raya i banyak spend my time with my beloved cuziee NADHIR ; )  kesian dia kud final this monday. maann~ bodoh punya sekolah. heee~ *emosi pulaaa ;p you know what? i so damn love ANA RAFALLI!! lagu dia best kudd. heee~ this monday will be my 2nd standardized test for this sem. okay, and i havent touch a single damn book?!! aiyoo naddd~ pegi blaja laa minachi! 

-_____________- 

and yang paling suxx is that i HAVE to balik to that freaking college! *shit. tapi, tapelaa~ what to do? have to study and score, kalau nak cepat cepat keluar dari college tu laa.. setahun je lagi.. tahan je laaa nadhrah oii ; ) then, japan will you off to! yeahh! ; ) tape, suka ape balik tgb.. boleh laa jumpaa budak busuk tu en en? ;p xoxo youu laa Q <3

p.s  kalau rajin baca laa blog saya yang tah pape nie eyy awakk ; )

celamat pagi inche Qawwiy busyuukk! <3

why are you still giving me hope?

is it real or false?

coz its u always came back when i already given up for you

do u really like me?

then, why do u hide it from me?

coz u wont even tell my bestfriends who do u like

coz u know they'll tell me

and does that concludes that the girl is me?

***********************************************************

HAHA. jiwang habes syal. ge-lii~ lalala~ eyy minachi myraanadd, why so serious? (tiru gaya Faeezan si gemook pulak en, ouhh well trademark dia menarik ;p) okey tak prank nie kalau nak kenakan orang? ;p

Muhammad Faeezan 

seorang budak yang perasan

terima kasih

p.s dia jeles saya HOT! hahahaha lol XD

What was the best vacation you ever had? What made it your favorite?

went back to my hometown in bagan serai.

coz i can run and scream like hell in the paddy field..

woot! woot! ^_^

whatever you pleasee XD

good morning inche Qawwiy!! ; )

ex-boyfriend

just wanna say sorry. salah ke? tak kan? anyway, thanx for readin my blog. HAHA. sorry kalau asyik kacau awak je. i wont disturb you anymore. FULLSTOP. i told you, my last text would be the last one from me. thanx anyway for being my friend, previouslaay. especiallayy, thanx for being my special boyfriend. yet, maybe takde jodoh kan? may you achieve your goals and dreams becoming an aeronautik engineer. i'll pray for your success. dont worry, i'll always remember you. coz its my promise remember? and i do keep promises. thank you. : )

14 september 2010

p.s  i like you <3

hello inche QAWWIY ; )

hoho. hello peeps! its raya todaayy~ and i am sooooo damn excited! woot woot! with new familaay members and ouhh well, new activities maybee? u know i <3 bout raya the most is ; the FOOD! oh myy, everybody's gonna bloated off eating everything on the table.. especially the cookies i've made.. XD ngeeee~ *pasan je lebehh ;p HAHA. ermmm, let me post out a long speech yeaaa ; )

to ; everyone

heppy ari raye to everybody who knows me, love me, care for me, and ouhh well of course those who are reading this lalala~ i wanna say sorry from my skull till my metatarsals.. i wanna arrange 28 of my phalanges phalanges for all my parallax error and zero error and involuntary actions that i did without concious control. HOHO. i hope this would be the catalyst for u to upgrade ur momentum and probability so that u can make transformations during this eid celebration ; )

lolx. bio and physics much? ouhh, but i <3 em.. thanx to ma, abah, kakak, yob, faeeezzz, grandmama, granddaddy, cuzies, friends and all.. halalkan everything that ya'll gave me.. and sory for all my misbehaviours ;p i am indeed a naughty lil devil though. HAHA. lolx. and to faeezz ; you ARE a flinstone maniac! HAHA ;p

celamat ari tuaa auntie alyaa! : )

look! ure 22 already.

man, thats old but yet, i'm gonna be in her shoes one day

XD heee~ by that time,

i kissed malaysia byebye and hello japan : )

and hello new boyfie <3

*if i ever get one. HAHA ;p

selamat hari raya awaakk ; )

saya tahu awak still bace blog saye kan? 

okay, kalau tak pun maybe saye syok sendiri kan? HAHA.

nak mintak maaf sebab saye saketkan ati awak

nak mintak maaf sebab saye maseh ganggu idop awak

nak mintak maaf sebab anggap macam saye ta penah pedulikan awak

nak mintak maaf sebab selfish

nak mintak maaf sebab ta fikir prasaan awak

nak mintak maaf dari ubun rambot saye

hingga ke ujong benang sandal saye

moga moga awak maafkan saye, yea ejat? ; )

moge awak hepy and bahagia sentiasa

moge awak berjaye dunia dan akhirat

moge awak dapat capai impian awak

saye sayang awak walaupun awak benci saye <3

byebye RAMADHAN

hello SYAWAL ; )

even though sedeyh nak say byebye tu ramadhan 

yet, saye kena jugak say hello hye yo to syawal rytee?? XD

HAHA. title entry like its gonna be about a missing pouch eyh? ouhh well, its not. -.- its been a sooo sooo sooo tiring day.. pheeww~ finalaayy i made 2 types of cookies for this rayaa XD waaaa! penat seyhh ; ) i dont think that this raya would be as fun as the previous raya.. possibly bcoz 1. ejat's not here 2. everybody has a short term hols 3. have to study coz that monday is the damn shit test 4. no open houses *waaa, sedeyh : ((  5. maybe ta sempat jumpaa kawan kawan :'( rindu kudd merekaa! <3 okeey, those are the reasons. yet, i cant wait to go back to college.. i dont know why.. but i miss malacca.. i repeat ; MALACCA not tgb okee? ; ) malacca, ouhh well.. its a cool place to hang out.. 

i'm lovin it <3

heeee~ ermm.. i havent touch my assignments yet. i'm gonna touch em but maybe laterr err. or maybe NEVER? haha. geezz, thats funny! i'm surelayy gonna be thrown out of class if i aint finishin my tasks yaww. -.- i opened my history books just now. felt like i wanna read it. what do ya think? i guess, i'll just do it. no harm done ryte? or maybe readin fb is so much better? :s okaayyy. shoot! 

sleepaayy..

but i cant sleep,

and why is that?

i keep on thinking bout you. 

hello aishah sakinah ; )

dumb and gorgeous <3

this is like the most hillarious and dumbest video evaa! lol. miss ya'll so much. <3

hoho. saye sukaaa nset muraahh.. 

saye bole baleng sesuke je if bengang marah siod tension en?

kalau nak baleng xpress music tuu..

waaaa~ menanges air mata darah karangg :'(

nset sony e.

harga ; pasaran da tade, 2nd hand 35 hengget

muraa gilaaa enn?

n tau takk? ade gprs kudd! ari ari on9 fb.. woot!

and bile baleng dia lepak je ; )

sayang kamoo cheap cellphones.

<3 u much :*

sekolah.

tajuk macam menarek en? HAHA. lawaakknyee~ malam malam cenggini en.. terengat plak zaman zaman sekolah dolu dolu. ecehh, bajet cam da tinggal kan zaman budak budak plak en.. padahal tak pownn.. heeee~ maseh bahagia menjadi budak budak remaja yang suka suki ; )

bermula zaman kindergarten 

saye dolu 1st blaja abc 123 alifbata dekat tadika Q-DEES.. heee~ my uncle panggel tadeka kudis.. jaahaat! HAHA. tapi, best bule ta tadika ituu.. bahagia jee ; ) lagipown, saye plaja paleng cemerlang tahun 2000. hebat ta saye? rase bangga pulakk en.. tp skunk? cemerlang is ssoooo NOT in my dictionary.. hehe ;p  rmai kud kawan yang lost contact dari tadika. my best friends dolu kat tadika were NUREEN + JORDAN.. and yang still ta lost contact smpai skunk is nureen! weee~ now, die kat mrsm ph. bangga doe. sayangnyaaa~ ta sempat jumpa dia coz saye en da pindahh.. neway, love u much nureen! <3

sekolah rendah pulaa ; )

okaayy, saye dolu sk MARIAN CONVENT. haha. sekola gurlss kud. ramai jek yang ta pecaye saye ex-skolah all gurlss.. maybe prangai saye yang gilaa and tatau malu ni kud? i mean, biasenyaa.. gurlss yang ta penah bergaul ngan boyss ni en cam 'desperate' siket.. like what my boy-friends gelarkan laa.. whatever laa.. maybe da biase bcoz jiran saye sumer laki kud.. petang petang keje maen bola ngan dyerang jewpp.. ; ) bnyak memories time skolah rendah.. rmai gak yang da lost contact.. but jumpa balek after cari punyaa cari kat facebook. lol. thanx fb for connecting us marians back together! ^_^ best friend time niee.. rmai laa.. perlu senarai ke? rasenyaa sampai tahun depan ta habes.. HAHA. okey laa but antaranyee.. ezzaty+shafnaa+manos+yeelaine+bella+didaa

heee~ XD happy walking back to memory lane guys! ;p

p.s this is when i started to know ejat. ouhh, hye you! <3

sekolah menengah  go-go

go-go? go-go tuu means government.. saye kejap jee kud kat sini.. 2 and a half months.. kejap sangat en? but, memories bnyak buleh? ; ) time nie, saye rapat ngan avi+ayan+cikin+yeelaine. heh. sumer maseh tak lost contact lagii XD and still friends. but babes, tade laa rapat sangat en? but, we're cool. kat sini bnyak memories coz saye wakil daerah dalam lompat jaoh.. and masuk elit krs. waaa *_* hebad ta saye? ;p bulehh laa.. then saye jadi pengawas percubaan.. waaa~ skemanyaa saye dolu dolu.. neway, people change kan?

maktab terchenta

1st ; maktab rendah sains mara MERBOK,

ini maktab 1st saye daftar XD kat kedah.. and hamper sangat sangat hamper sama bandar sp. gempak kud! this was the greatest memory and experience evaa for my whole entire life! ta bule beli pakai wang dollar ringget mahupon yen! best and gempak gilerr aa merbok. tidak boleh lupakan memori memori indah bersama kawan kawan. di sini laa saye jumpa kawan kawan sehidop semati saye.. di sini laa saye jumpa kawan kawan segilaa sesewell saye.. dan di sini laa saye jumpa kawan kawan sejati dan benar benar tidak HIPOKRIT saye.. <3  [fathin+maryam+aishah+nadhie+kamil+hafizhakimi] u guys memang laa.. TERBAEK wokk! ; ) sayang korunk sampai matiy laa! 

2nd ; maktab rendah sains mara PENGKALAN HULU,

hoho. nie lagi satu memory and experience yang tidak bole dibeli dengan duet pound sterling mahupon rupiah! HAHA. di sini perjuangan kamiee dak dak mangse pmr 2009 pulon pulon untuk dapat result gempak. time ni, memang best gilaa aaa! with my friends my batch yang amat amat sayang kan saye.. dan mereka jugee amat saye sayangi <3  time nie memang taleh blaah aa.. dgan p.g sampai 12.30 am.. dgan batch kteorang kena condemn.. dgan probs with other batch.. but lastlayy, gempak gak! 60 plaja plaja cumil dpat 8a's.. and 90 plaja plaja hawt dpat sertai kika at ph.. yang sedehnyerr.. 18 plaja ta dapat sambong blaja kt ph.. 15 at lenggong and 2 more head limit. yang sorang tuu.. ermm.. die skunk kat aidil heights. pape je laa XD  time niee memang syiok abes aaa.. and ouhh well.. it was my last memories with him. memories that i will never forget.. heeee~ yet, life must go on kan? ; )

3rd ; maktab rendah sains mara TUN GHAFAR BABA

melaka.. ape sangat laa ade kat melaka ni kan? hoho. memula cam happy gak arr dpt kembali ke zaman civilization segala en.. ; ) but the thing is.. its 6 hours from home! mommy! i dont wanna stay here.. its just so damn bored. and i have NO LIFE here.. i repeat.. no life! goshh.. i became a zombie being a student in this fcuking tgb.. my friends? okay, some of them are fools. yet, kawan je laa en. hoho. tade langsung budak gilaa macam aku. yg gilaa tu ade.. tp gilaa yang berrrmasalah. and saye tidak mahu terlibat. pape laaa~ skunk, maseh lagi di sini.. satu satu nyaa time yg saye rase saye ade LIFE di sini is when saye di tkd club and koop. hoh. that's where my life in tgb is. in classes? in dorm? say byebye nad. hello zombie ;p

selepas spm?

okayy entry ni maybe untuk after spm nanti. HAHA. tapi, choices tu ade laa ; )

i guess i've finished my history. macam nak buad buku teks sejarah plak en? HAHA. pelik! mate da bepinar piker kan benda niee.. ; ) hey, enjoy time anda waktu kat school, sebab memory and experience nyaa sumpa taleh beli kat mane mane ceruk dunia punn.. <3

mama, u're the best <3


Khairun Azizi ; 

a sweet name yet, people thought it was my abah's name. *sory maa. sweet ape name tu kan kan? ; )  ouhh well, she's my mother. the one and only mama i have on this planet. this entry is for u. ma, i know i neva been the best daughter every mom wanna have in this world. i'm rebellious *sangat sangat*, i like to raise my voice to u, i like to hurt ur feelings, i like to make u worry, i like to make u stress, i like to make u feel sad, i like to 'kenakan' u, i like to make u hate me.. but ma, i know, i know that u reaallyy reaally LOVE me. hey, ure my mama. which mom in this world doesnt love her babies ryte? maa, i dont mean it to be a shit daughter. i swear. but, i am a devil ryte? i'm sorry i cannot be like kakak who is the greatest daughter every mom wanna have. i'm sorry i cannot be her when she's already married. i'm sorry i cannot replace her ma. but, i'm still ur daughter. the one and only daughter yang prangai macam kamvin. i'm sorry ma. all i ever wanted is for you to be happy. dont worry ma. even though i sucks in tgb, i'll try my best to survive there. for u and abah. dont worry ma. u dont have to come every week just to make sure i'm not stressed at malacca. i'll be just fine. and dont worry ma. i wont transfer to anywhere. unless, i feel like i'm gonna suicide. which, i wont, eventually. ; )  the thing is ma, i dont know what will happen to me if ure not here by my side. i love u ma. so much. dont ever leave me alone when my life's getting darker every minute of everyday. even though, ure not always there when i look back, but i know ure there hiding behind my shadow. 

p.s  I LOVE YOU mama <3

awak.. sayesukaawaakkk..

rasenyaa awakk da tau en? en en?

malu pulakk :")

awaakk, awaakk suka saye taakk?

kalau takk,

btaw awal awal k?

buleh laa sayeberentiharapkan awaakk ;)

lagipon,

saye tak kesah laa..

its just a crush..

tp engat, saye tetap sayangkan awaakk..

sebab awaakk en kawan saye ^_^