things haven't been going on smoothly lately. and i'm hating my life here in this fucking fantasy land. thanx for my family coz they've been supporting me 1000% all this while. and thanx to them i have the strength to carry on my life here. but, its true though. patience DOES has its limit. and when its exceeded already, we cant do anything but just be unstable. rage is now uncontrolable. and i swear that all i can ever think about is just him. and all i wanted and really really wanted to do is to hear his voice. 

p.s i'm sorry. i just cant help myself regretting of loosing you.