sioddd jee.. HAHA! 

title pelikpelik je en en? 

lalala~

gilllerr gak aku ney petang petang camnie? 

act, tatau nak tules ape..

but still gatal tangan jugee mau update yaww!

HAHA ;p

hm hm. talking bout life?

getting much more fucker than ever? HAHA.

tgb suxx laa wey.

puh-lease, stay away from me if you dont wanna any trouble.

lalala~ ;p

ape lagiy nak tambah?

ouh ouh maaf jika blog ini sedikit buhsan.

saye malas nak menarekkan ia.

follow jika anda berminat,

untuk tau story?

untuk nak kenal saia?

and

untuk tunggu smpai blog ini semaken menarek.

HAHA. celamat mengfollow oke?

*_*

teett.. teett..

tulis padam tulis padam tulis padam

annndd

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ey minah! aku tak goyang laa kau tanak kawan ngan aku.

kau piker kau penting sangat ke?

bajed bagos aa?

puh-lease! sdar diri!

aku ta kesa laa kau tanak kawan ngan aku.

aku kawan dengan sapesape yang nak kawan ngan aku je.

sape yang tanak?

die mati pun ta heran laa wey.

ape den kesa?

ey minah! kau bajet kawan tebaek segala,

if kau kawanSEJATI 

kau takkan kawan pakai bulu faham?

kau kawan dengan semua tapi taakk

nak bajet double triple standard laa kononnye?

ey minah, stakat bandar kau tuu..

tade bandar nye laa

KAMPUNGjugak!

mak bapak kau asal mane?KAMPUNGgak en?

kalau kau dok kl ke.. buleh paham gak en!

tapi kau dok mane? 

stakat 'bandar' kau tuu bukan bandar laa wey..

KEDAHlagiy maju oke?

aku tak kesa laa minah.

bukannye aku mati pon kau tanak kawan ngan aku

so what?

si keding yang gemuukk =,="

people. HAHA. lawak je. now i'm in a total boredom. maann~ can life get any worst than now? maybe. whatever~ now, i'm just living like a total zombie here in tgb. HA -HA. life sux. seriously. but anyway, it's not thaaatt bad, right? i mean, my family's there. my friends' there. my oiyaa's there. ;) *gemuukk*  thanx. in tgb, there's no life. no friends. TRUE friends. yilllekk~ but, i just have to hold on. for the sake of maa, abah, kakak, sahabat sahibit ;) and oiyaa. HAHA. talking bout oiyaa. dude, thanx. for being there for me. and for hearing what i have to babble about. *gedikk merengek rengek* ;p  hey, u're the best! ^_^ dude, dont worry. me too will always be there for you when you need me. *pwomisshhh! >_<*




life after spm? whoever knows? maybe, i'll stuck here in stinky malaysia.. or i'll be in japan. woohoo! or maybe aussie. maann~ gempak kud! HAHA. cant wait. mass communication, cool en? ;) that's my aim. lalala~ or computer science? that's interesting. *lawak lawak* next week, i'll be on my way back to my 'sarang'. HA-HA. the worst part is that my ticket is at 10 p.m! *bapak!* biro bajik memang menguji kesabaran akuu~ =,="  bungekk btol. eh! kena highlight ni name diaaa ;p :  muhd faeezan russikin! i doakan u dapat kete cepatcepat. then. u buleh laa antar i balek en en? *_* ta payah laaa i susaa susaa kedek kedek naek bus yang nazak uh en? ;) aminnn~ 




what more to saaay? oh yea, my insomnia came back. my pills da abes stock. i guess i have to go out tomorrow to buy some more. lalala~ and cegu cegu da mara mara da i slaloo tido lam klas.. ouh well, not me fault. its just it shivers me timbers down me spinol. HAHA. *merepek* malas nak tulis panjang. me pirate reverse backwards. daaaa~

idop ni penuh cabaran en? hm hm. kite harus always face it dengan beraninye la kan? tapi, ade sampai one point that maybe we could not face our probs anymore. but, nape orang paksa kite hadapinye jugaaa? what if, we just cant handle it? living in TGB  is a nightmare! for me.. i hate it. i lost everything! my pride, my joy, my happiness! and even my success. i wan't to get out from here. the thing is, why can't anyone understand my feelings? i just wanted to be normal. like everyone else. i dont want to be like these tgb students. they have NO LIFE! i repeat~ NO LIFE!!! i want to feel life.. i want to feel happy.. i want to feel home.. i cant stand it here. its just too hard for me, that i cant face it anymore! i hate it when people force me to live here. to try and be happy here. the thing is.. i cant! i just cant! i'm a determined person, when i say i dont want to be here.. it means, i dont want to! it sucks to think back why am i here? 


people say i have a lot of opportunities if i'm a tgb student. the thing is, if i do not get straight a's.. then its just the same right? i wont get that opportunity.. =,="  so, why cant i decide where do i want to succeed? i want to succeed out there.. not in here.. not in this jail of terror! living here is like hell for me. why cant i be in another place which is much more happier for me? i cant study in a stressed mode. being unhappy and stressed affects my studies. period! my results all went down the drain. i cant focus in classes. i cant concentrate. i cant understand what i'm learning. its hard. very hard for me. i just want to be home. i dont want to be here. i just dont want to. i want to be beside my parents. i just want to be at home. i just want to be me. i cant stop myself from crying. what happened to me? am i ruining my life? am i ruining my future? ouhh blame them for turning me into somebody i dont even know. 


guys n girls. listen up! tgb sucks. dont ever apply here. conclusion: boarding school is just a horror! i want to be at home. i just want to get out from here. i just want to be some place i can smile. i just want to be some place that i feel comfortable to study. i hope my parents could understand. i just hope they could understand what i'm going through. i just hope that i'm out of here. i just hope i could be at home. 

p.s

ouhh yea before i forgot

i'll post some photos later

;) cute photos of muh

but tak sempat pula nak amek gambar ngan ez

HAHA. 

p.s dude, don't miss me. *winkwink* ;p

"wtf" - welcome to the cilipadi clubb ; )

ouhh well.. the title sounds interesting heh?

maybee.. but its kindaAMAZING!!

i went for my sparring tournament last 8th of august 2010

guess what?

i won!third placefor feather weight category XD

hepy plusplus seronok meh!

and i met MUHAMMAD FAEEZAN BIN RUSSIKIN ;)

haha! die kejam bulih tak?

cesss~ yet, anak manje tuu..

prangai macam babytue puleee =,="

anyway, ure the best dude!

thanx for supporting me last sunday..

thanx a lot!!love ya <3 <3 <3 

L.I.F.E

heyy.. berkurun lamenyee suda beta nggak nulis di cinie..

-.- bajet beta plakk nad oii

aku baru pas abes exam, skunk ngah xtvt week

bapak buhsan bule ta?

tapi, ade gakx yang bestoo..

like, utem? aku g visit my soon to be faculty XD

*KEJURUTERAAN BAHAN ;)*

best doe, coz aku minat

lately agak busy, coz tournament sparring would be this sunday

katUITM ALOR GAJAH

and tau ape maksudnyee?

aku jumpe oiyaa!! yaayy!!

finaallayy that silly dude HAHA ;p

ermm.. rase cm malas plak nk tuleh pape 4 this entry.

HAHA. boiboi boroi ;)