i dont know why but you really want to terminate me from your life huh?

fine, i wont bother you anymore!

but i just want you to know that it hurts me even more than you can ever think of because i have to hurt you. 

think bout it, do you really think after 4 long years, i truly dont love you anymore?

have you ever asked why i did this?

have you ever wonder if this is a sacrifice from me to you?

have you ever know what i'm going through right now?

do you even care?

i guess that's just gonna be floating questions with no answer.

but, do remember this!

it hurts me even more because i HAVE to hurt you.

p.s i love you ejat.