pagi petang siang malam without fail pasti online punyaa yeahh! ape nak jadi nie nadhrah? yeah yeah whatever. suara purapura baik dah kembali dalam kepala hotak aku yang kecil nie namun bergaya ape nanti setiap kali aku berpikir mesti muncul karakter setan and angel kat bahu kanan and bahu kiri aku masing masing cube bisik bisik dalam telinga aku. comel bukan? ;p okey okey karakter karakter itu just imagination aku je tapi so what? who cares bukan? kepala hotak aku, aku punye suka la nak pikir ikot style mcam mane pun bukan? ;p HAHA. talking bout changes, again... aku cuti nie banyak contact ngan budak budak marian balik dehh. RINDU bodoh!! i track down balik all my fellow teammates gila gila dulu.. banyak jumpaa through fb and bersyukor gilaa babi! XD thanx fb! u do really connect people ohh ^_^

then, track down my teachers. oh my! mereka maseh ingat kepada diriku!! wahhh~ bangger sehhh ;p especially puan azura and puan hazami : ) uwaaa~ rindu seyhh mereka semuaa rase macam nak patah balek zaman dolu dolu time skola rendah semua heppy heppy belaka no worries no miseries and its a happy bababan ohh tapi skunk? ta pyah ckap! ranjau onak duri as teenagers memang banyak betul conflict kan HAHA lawak pulakk bilaa teringat aku dah nak TUJUH BELAS bhai! =,=" aku rase tua kini oh tidakkkk! T_T  tujuhbelas tujuhbelas pun pikiran aku macam budak tujuh tahun! damn~ bila laahh aku nak mecet niee? da laa tak sedor sedor next year nak spm kena study ape semua tapi aku dok buad dunno je dok buad bodo je dok buad tatau blurblur yang kononnye next year is just like any other years before. like yeahh right! =,=" this year asyik pikir bila laa nak abes skola kan bila nak stop pkai uniform huduh tuu bila nak stop blaja cam nak gilaa bila nak stop ikot rules and all that. the thing is seblom nak stop benda benda tuu we have to pay a price dulu bukan? which is dear mrSPM : ) 

nadhrah nadhrah bila kau nak sedar spm nie act kena usaha lebeh banyak dari pmr? when will you grow up and think a lil bit like a lady? last entry kau ckap kau dah mecet ape semua so apekah ini? okey, not another syndrome of talking to myself again! *shit* yeah yeah aku dah gilaa ada madcow syndrome banyak cakap kat diri sendiri aje kau lonely ape? =,=" yeahh, kadang kadang aku salahkan family aku jugak for being sangat busy and no time for me that made me like this. tapi mama and babah dah try so hard to make me succeed so skunk aku tadelah salahkan dieorang sangat for making me much more of a loner probably. i love to write thats what i do when i'm lonely i write and write and write and keep on writing till there's no end lepas tuu end kan the story dengan merepeknyaa bila bace balek memang sangat tak masuk akal jalan ceritanyaa but what do i possibly care? santapan aku sorang je kud and santapan semua yang suka cara aku story. thanx to all my peminats!! love u ols! ;p thanx 4 giving me full support though.

what to do what to do after spm? kan da btau nak amek MASSCOM yet mama maseh nak suro aku amek engineering yang aku tade minat tuu. so kalau betul laa mama nak gelaran Ir. tuu aku amek laa sound or audio engineering then, i can do music, produce a play or teater, do movies.. man! life's great. i LOVE it! <3 <3 being a reporter pun best being a photographer pun best being an audio engineer pun bunyik macam best tapi aku tatau sangat that field. yeah, like wattava! thinking of culinary pun interesting. i'll get the ka-ching beybehh! ;p being a pro chef keje kat 5star hotels and boom beybeh! kaya bro! ;p yeahyeah, like thaaat's gonna happen? macam mama bagi deyy. blajo mrsm amek course culinary? =,=" lawak seyhh~ yeah yeah wattava. aku.. dah tatau nak tules ape da? ckup laa aku tules pasal benda benda merepek nie. tade kate kate hikmat hari nie just nak story psal tu je LOL. da aa penad tangan. X_X

p.s aku rindu kau jugaak : )