8th entry

ASSALAMUALAIKUM., upss 1 has already said byebye.. and now my final exam had come knocking my little door saying HELLO..! okeyh.. wake up nad..! when will you realize that you have to study hard for your exams..? okayh., i agree with myself that i've been a lazy ass since i was a kid.. but hey..! SPM is not like UPSR o PMR.. SPM is THE thing..! you know..? it is the brigde between your present and your future.. but when will i realize..? i guess.. i won't..? thinking bout my parents' hope..? they're hoping for me too high and even higher than the 7th sky.. maa.. baaahh.. don't hope too much from me okayh..? i'm just an average kid.. not more than that., i'm not dynamic.. i'm not brilliant.. i'm not intelligent.. i'm not outstanding.. i'm just a simple next door girl.. =,="  but still., i'm workin' on it.. i'm trying hard to get a fresh start.. to start being a new me.. someone.. who can stand on her own two feet.. i agree i did  A LOT of silly mistakes during my immature and naive century.. but now., i'm trying hard on finding Allah's 'hidayah'.. may Allah grant my prayers.. and may my parents are protected..

ya Allah ya Tuhanku

Kau ampunilah dosaku

dosa kedua-dua ibu bapaku

dosa kakakku

dosa kaum kerabatku 

dosa guru guruku

dosa rakan rakanku

dan dosa sekalian muslimin dan muslimat

Kau panjangkanlah umur kami

murahkanlah rezeki kami

jayakanlah cita cita kami

berikanlah panduan dan hidayahmu

ketika kami sedang menghadapi segala cabaran dan dugaanmu

kuatkanlah iman kami

jauhkanlah kami dari segala kemungkaran, kemaksiatan, godaan syaitan dan azab api neraka

moga Kau jadikan kami hamba hambamu yang solehan dan taat pada perintahmu

amin amin amin ya robal-alamin

this is another prayer that ya'll could practice everytime after solat.. :)  may together we hold our hands up high asking for Allah's help and 'hidayah' and may our life is blessed by Allah.. our creator.. The Almighty :)  walluahuallam..